Bella Hadid says she’s the ‘black sheep’ middle child of her famous family and felt like ‘everybody hated’ her while in quarantine … and reveals her one ’embarrassing’ red carpet look

Despite being one of the most sought after supermodels in the world, Bella Hadid says she’s still the classic ‘middle child.’

The 24-year-old beauty revealed that she felt like ‘everybody hated’ her during quarantine on her family farm in Pennsylvania during the new episode of the Vogue series, Life in Looks.

Bella also admitted that she’s still embarrassed about one particularly racy ensemble from early in her career because it was the ‘opposite’ of her own personal style. 

Style star: Bella Hadid revealed that she felt like ‘everybody hated’ her during quarantine on her family farm in Pennsylvania during the new episode of the Vogue series, Life in Looks

In the video, Bella is seated at a desk with a lookbook of her style highlights which she fanned through to break down 15 of her fashion looks from 2015 until today. 

While no one would ever guess it from her red carpet appearances, Bella admitted to being ‘very nervous’ as she began her career.

At her first Met Gala appearance in 2015 Bella recalled basically running down the carpet and not spending more than ‘four minutes’ there because of her nerves. Plus, she added, everyone was waiting for Rihanna.

One of her more iconic looks, a slinky red silk Alexandre Vauthier gown that she wore at Cannes, left her feeling very uncomfortable, the star recalled. 

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Reflections: In the video, Bella is seated at a desk with a lookbook of her style highlights which she fanned through to break down 15 of her fashion looks from 2015 until today

Way back: While no one would ever guess it from her red carpet appearances, Bella admitted to being ‘very nervous’ as she began her career

‘I kind of get embarrassed about this moment still even though the dress is gorgeous. It just, again, doesn’t feel so much like me and I think this was the star of the Bella persona that everyone sees is me,’ she revealed.

‘I kind of get embarrassed about this moment still even though the dress is gorgeous. It just, again, doesn’t feel so much like me and I think this was the star of the Bella persona that everyone sees is me,’ she revealed.

Bella said that the high slit, sexy vibe and glamourous makeup made her feel a bit like a fish out of water. 

‘That’s my alter ego. That’s Belinda,’ Bella laughed. ‘I’m just so the opposite of her. She’s very va-va-voom. You know, bless her. Love her. She was very nervous.’ 

‘That’s my alter ego. That’s Belinda,’ Bella laughed. ‘I’m just so the opposite of her. She’s very va-va-voom. You know, bless her. Love her. She was very nervous.’

Newbie: At her first Met Gala appearance in 2015 Bella recalled basically running down the carpet and not spending more than ‘four minutes’ there because of her nerves

One of the snaps in the book came from a 2020 issue of Vogue that was shot on the Hadid’s family farm during the pandemic.

The shot was of Bella and sister Gigi and a cow who has since sadly passed away. 

‘Being in quarantine with my family – I felt like I was a 16-year-old middle child again,’ Bella said.  

Family time: One of the snaps in the book came from a 2020 issue of Vogue that was shot on the Hadid’s family farm during the pandemic

Sad times: The shot was of Bella and sister Gigi and a cow who has since sadly passed away

‘Being in quarantine with my family – I felt like I was a 16-year-old middle child again,’ Bella said.

‘Any middle children know how it feels to be a middle child. Everybody hates me, no one likes me, I’m the black sheep.’ 

She continued: ‘I’m naturally blonde, I wanted to be the opposite of everyone else in my family. And it was like my brother [Anwar] and my sister [Gigi] buddy-buddying up. And, I just felt like the ostracized one. But, it’s okay, I know they love me.’

Hadid laughed about how her mom, Yolanda, put she and her siblings to work in the garden during the pandemic.

‘Any middle children know how it feels to be a middle child. Everybody hates me, no one likes me, I’m the black sheep.’

‘I’m naturally blonde, I wanted to be the opposite of everyone else in my family. And it was like my brother [Anwar] and my sister [Gigi] buddy-buddying up. And, I just felt like the ostracized one. But, it’s okay, I know they love me.’

Looking back at her growth from 2015 to 2021, Bella seemed to marvel at how happy she is these days. 

‘People used to make fun of me and say that I never smiled,’ she said looking at a runway look. ‘And it was just because I was in a really bad place physically and mentally. So I look really sad in this picture but I was actually very happy.’ 

Hadid revealed that she’s worked through her dark place and is much happier and grateful to be who she is today. 

‘People used to make fun of me and say that I never smiled,’ she said looking at a runway look. ‘And it was just because I was in a really bad place physically and mentally. So I look really sad in this picture but I was actually very happy.’

Transformative: Looking back at her growth from 2015 to 2021, Bella seemed to marvel at how happy she is these days

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