CHRISSY Teigen said “cancel club” has made her “so depressed.”
The 35-year-old model added she “cannot get off the couch” following her bullying scandal.
Chrissy took to Instagram on Wednesday to share a photo of her legs in ripped jeans as she lounged on a couch in her home.
She reflected on how her recent bullying scandal has impacted her life negatively in the caption, writing: “Iiiii don’t really know what to say here…just feels so weird to pretend nothing happened in this online world but feel like utter s**t in real life.
“Going outside sucks and doesn’t feel right, being at home alone with my mind makes my depressed head race.”
She admitted “however I’m handling this now isn’t the right answer,” adding: “I feel lost and need to find my place again,
“I need to snap out of this,
“I desperately wanna communicate with you guys instead of pretending everything is okay.”
Chrissy continued: “Cancel club is a fascinating thing and I have learned a whollllle lot.
“Only a few understand it and it’s impossible to know til you’re in it.
“And it’s hard to talk about it in that sense because obviously you sound whiney when you’ve clearly done something wrong.”
She admitted the situation “sucks” and there’s “no winning.”
Chrissy then addressed her supporters, writing: “All I know is I love you guys, I miss you guys, and I just needed an honest moment with you because I’m just…tired of being sick with myself all day.”
She began to wrap up the message by stating: “I don’t even know if it’s good to say any of this because it’s gonna get brutally picked apart but I dunno. I can’t do this silent s**t anymore!
“If you or someone you know has also been cancelled please let me know if there is a cancel club reunion because I could use some time off my couch!
“Thank u and goodbye I love u.”
CHRISSY'S DOWNFALL
John Legend's wife recently found herself at the center of a bullying scandal, which has cost her a number of sponsorship deals.
Courtney Stodden – who is non-binary and prefers "they" pronouns – claimed in an interview that the model would send horrific tweets and DMs, including comments that appeared to encourage suicide.
Chrissy saw a downfall in her career after these comments came out, while some of her other "bullying" tweets toward celebrities like Lindsay Lohan and Farrah Abraham also resurfaced.
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The model's kitchenware has since been removed from Target's website, as well as Macy’s and Bloomingdales, and she was also removed from her role in season 2 of Netflix's Never Have I Ever.
Chrissy decided to quit Safely, her home cleaning brand with Kris Jenner, earlier this month.
Before leaving the company, she had been "cut" from all of the brand's marketing amid the bullying scandal.
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