Britney Spears gets real about breastfeeding and having her ‘womanhood stripped’ from her during conservatorship in cleavage post

Britney Spears got real about breastfeeding and her conservatorship in a lengthy post shared to her Instagram account. 

Spears, 40, posted a photo of her cleavage on Monday and recounted turning her living room into a ‘milk factory’ as she fed her young sons as a new mother.   

The Toxic singer also described having her ‘womanhood stripped’ from her after her father Jamie Spears introduced himself to her as Britney Spears the day he became her conservator. 

‘I got through it’: Britney Spears got deep about motherhood and her conservatorship in a candid cleavage post she shared to her Instagram account on Monday 

‘Okay… so I breast fed my 2 boys… like a freaking milk factory! I had literally 6 full bottles pumped out and ready to go at all times beside me as I was breast feeding because I never wanted my babies to go hungry!!!’ she posted. ‘I was always spraying out and leaking because I was so full of milk and it kind of hurt my boobs!!! They got so full I was like “hey I will make a milk factory in my living room” and guess what… I did!!! I had my breast milk in literally 12 bottles at one point!!!’

Spears recalled being surprised by the physical memory of being a mother after she held a two-month-old infant during a trip to Maui.   

‘Anyways… I was in Maui and this new mom let me hold her 2 month old baby!!! I was extremely surprised because she was so small!!!! I held the baby for an hour as we talked and I guess as women our bodies hold memory because it was like my back came out and instinctive came back… it was immediate!!! I had my boys back to back so I remember how strong my back had to be holding them when at one point I had 40 cars of paps on my tail!!! The strength you can hold is unbelievable when you are a mom!!! 

‘Four years after my children were born I was on tour changing in my quick change room and milk started coming out of my breast !!! Like a lot … I couldn’t understand because there were no babies nearby and usually if that happens which is extremely rare it’s because your body connects to another human being … Anyways … the baby I held was so adorable and she tried to talk to me by mouthing words but there was no sound!!! 

Getting real: Spears candidly discussed the challenges of breastfeeding her boys in her lengthy post 

‘I think it all women have a ground breaking way of knowing when it comes to babies … but kids … now that gets tricky … I mean TRICKS ARE FOR KIDS !!! You know when they become clever litte s**ts … I actually think my dad always played the kid as his role …’ 

She also shared the painful memory of her father introducing himself to her as Britney Spears during his first day as her conservator.   

From that day on, Spears felt as though her womanhood had been ‘stripped’ from her.   

‘I mean the first day my dad became my conservator I will never forget !!! He said sit down in that chair … we’re going to have a talk … He said “I’m Britney Spears and I call the shots from now on” and ever since that day I felt a huge part of my womanhood stripped from me … I was never the same … but oh geez !!! 13 years later and I say damn I got through it !!!! I miss the deep angst of living in secret though … I was so alive !!!! 

Doting mom: Spears shares her sons Sean Preston, 16, and Jayden James, 15, with ex-husband Kevin Federline

Speaking up: Spears said of herself in her post, ‘don’t forget I’m a b*tch, I’m a lover, I’m a child, I’m a mother, I’m a sinner, I’m a saint, I do not feel ashamed, I’m your hell, I’m your dream’

‘Anyways … as time goes by and I look at my body … I still have the same boobs but a little bit wiser now !!! So call it what you want …. happy, glad, mad, ugly, pretty bad, good … They are all just motherf***ing words … here I am doing just that but it’s to make sense out of something I mean if someone asks me … if I told you when you were 17 that 9 years from now your dad is going to take over your whole career if you do this record … What the hell do you think would have said ???? 

‘Not NO BUT HELL NO !!! Everything happens for a reason … I’m not so sure about that … what game do you play where yo don’t use words ??? A game of chess as in CHEST !!! It’s a man’s game !!! Pretty hard right ??? What women dare to threaten a man’s world !!! LOL so funny right … Just words … if you check out my chest it could kind of pass for a baby’s a** so go ahead and kiss it … 

‘While you’re at it don’t forget I’m a b*tch, I’m a lover, I’m a child, I’m a mother, I’m a sinner, I’m a saint, I do not feel ashamed, I’m your hell, I’m your dream, I’m nothing in between … I know you wouldn’t want it any other way … Who wants to play ??? What’s your name ??? Where are we going ??? Where are you from ??? Let’s go !!! Oh and F**K YOU TOO !!! Psss TAKE ME BACK LOL ????? LOL – It’s more like F**K YOU UNTIL THE DAY I DIE !!!!’

‘I was never the same’: She also shared the painful memory of her father introducing himself to her as Britney Spears during his first day as her conservator

Spears, who is engaged to fiancé Sam Asghari, 28, shares her son sons Sean Preston, 16, and Jayden James, 15, with ex-husband Kevin Federline, 43, who she was married to from 2004 thru 2007.

Britney was finally released from her controversial conservatorship after 13 years in November 2021.

Last year she succeeded first in having her father Jamie removed as her conservator and then in being released from her conservatorship altogether.

Loved-up: Spears has been engaged to fiancé Sam Asghari, 28, since last year 

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